For the past ten minutes my eyes have been glued on a distant street lamp that keeps flickering on and off. I'm in my office, looking down from a high vantage point at the city beneath me, and of all the thousands of flickering lights I see below -- this one has managed to catch my eye and captivate.
It's sporadic. The light goes on, then off, for a few minutes, seconds, at a time. On occasion it spurts back on with quick successions of effort, like an epileptic attack, like a resuscitated heart. I hear a faint buzzing noise. I wonder if the bulb is dying, if there is a short circuit somewhere, but mostly, I wonder if this one dear street lamp is simply a fighter, unwilling to give up even when the circumstances suggest that come tomorrow night, this interesting exchange of darkness and lightness will be no more.
It's silly, I know, but I find myself rooting for this street lamp. I want it to keep shining. The part of the street that has been darkened by its failure bothers me -- it's as if there's a little less hope in the air. So please, little guy, keep beaming, figure out a way. I'll check back with you tomorrow night. Don't let me down.
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